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White Noise And Disappointment

by Azrael's Tears

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1.
White Noise 02:34
can't shut it out won't go away the screaming of a world in pain I turn away and try to hide do what I must to stay alive. I tell myself it's all just noise just let it go don't lose my poise so I move on and live my life lie to myself that it's alright It blends into the background a sea of strife and pain an endless droning white noise that will not be contained Can't bear the pain that surrounds me Crying always agony so in response I turn inside do what I must to just survive
2.
Days Go By 04:12
There's nothing left here for you now I'm okay on my own stopped feeling sorry for myself I'm fine when I'm alone you thought that you had broke my heart and maybe it was true but now I've found some self respect I'm done with feeling blue Don't try to fool yourself that I still think of you you're holding on to dreams of things you never knew The feelings that we felt we faked them all along and now we see the truth but won't admit that we were wrong I'm not sad and I'm not sorry I live my life as days go by I'm moving on no time for sorrow I live my life as days go by I'm moving on now with my life I've finally hit my stride stopped feeling sorry for myself like part of me had died and once I thought you made me whole but now I am complete I've fought my battles, won my wars that self I did defeat. I'm self aware and in control rebuilding all I am getting better by the day I finally understand the journey of my life is what I select I've conquered my emotions my despair I reject
3.
If you want to be a dancer Got to feel it in your heart and some not-so-awful music is the perfect place to start gotta go and tell the DJ that you’re not digging this shit gotta go and tell the DJ that he’d better get with it. What you really need for dancing isn’t just a pounding beat got to keep it interesting if they’re going to move their feet you need a mix of highs and lows melody and bass you know that one without the other just sounds empty, out of place Here’s a shout out to the DJ Next time pick a better track fucking I could write a club song better than that you’re a fucking awful DJ And your mix it sounds like crap fucking I could write a club song better than that 8-bit, techno, hardstyle house or d&b all would be acceptable no complaints from me Synthpop & industrial will score you bonus points but you're playing shitty hip hop that can't help but disappoint Here's a shout out to the DJ You're a fucking skilless hack Fucking I could spin up club hits better than that You've got automatic beatmatch but you're playing back to back Fucking I could spin up club hits better than that.
4.
Feelings 03:03
I don't hate you I just don't care you think I'm a jerk and I think that's fair you needed someone who just wasn't me that it couldn't work was easy to see You're living your life and I'm doing the same I can't see a cause that we have to complain. our lives aren't perfect but no one's is despair is not worth it the world forgives. This is not a song of feelings, no? I've none left to feel for you. It's not a song of emptiness not a heart that's broke in two. Not a song of love or hate emptiness or doubt. these are the emotions we are fine to do without. When you let go the healing begins the release of anger forgiveness of sins to hold to the past is a mistake but from this day it's not one we'll make
5.
I've got the body got the moves and I know you know see you staring as I'm dancing from across the floor hit the bar flash a smile and I say hello get the feeling when you leave you will no go alone I strike up conversation yeah, I'm full of charm I am playing up my life while you are spinning yarns yeah we both know what we want and we're in luck tonight 'cause you know that neither one is putting up a fight Come on baby let me disappoint you you know I'm going to disappoint you Come on baby let me disappoint you - tonight In the morning you'll regret every second that you spent falling for my charms winding up here in my arms being disappointed - tonight we grab a cab and we're heading back to my place getting frisky in the back we're picking the pace throw some money at the driver and we hurry in one more shot and we are ready to begin. half an hour later we are both asleep and the things you came to do are all long complete. you got whatever satisfaction I could give Not my best performance but that's relative. Come on baby let me disappoint you you know I'm going to disappoint you Come on baby let me disappoint you - tonight In the morning you'll regret every second that you spent falling for my charms winding up here in my arms being disappointed - tonight when I wake I find a note beside my head I read it as I stumble out of bed. "you're fucking disappointing the worst I've had I never thought that anyone could be so bad" I hung my head in shame I've seen its like before and I know it's not the last I know there will be more. Come on baby let me disappoint you you know I'm going to disappoint you Come on baby let me disappoint you - tonight In the morning you'll regret every second that you spent falling for my charms winding up here in my arms being disappointed - tonight
6.
How can you help but be disappointed? Knowing what you know about who I am. How can you think that there is something worthy Of your time and your attention why do you give a damn? All I ever am is a disappointment. This is something that you should have learned by now. A constant fucking fuck up with a fucked up life. I could be bound for greatness but I've blown it now I've tried to not be such a disappointment I've tried and I've failed every time somehow I know that I should get back up and keep on trying but I've failed so much I fear that it's impossible now I try hard not to be such a disappointment But I know it's all I am and all I'll ever be. I know that there will never be a single reason For people who I know to have respect for me
7.
100 Years 05:14
We are fleeting Like a flash of lightning in the night Illuminating For a moment then we're out of sight No one will remember us When we fade from this life the years destroy the memories of every bit of joy or strife in one hundred years Oceans rise Empires fall Nothing is constant Change conquers all One hundred years Erase the past Who we are Can never last In our conquest we are self assured we can not fail there is no contest we will shine so bright while others pale we will just delude ourselves pretend we are as gods we can't accept reality that we can never beat the odds in one hundred years Oceans rise Empires fall Nothing is constant Change conquers all One hundred years Erase the past Who we are Can never last We continue to try We pretend not to see When all this is over There's nothing left Of you or me Oceans rise Empires fall Nothing is constant Change conquers all One hundred years Erase the past Who we are Can never last

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released November 24, 2016

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